bake till you`re DEAD

Oh, I killed the last Sunday of my holiday by spending the whole day baking cause I`ve got nothing else to do. fuuuck

I do eat like a horse :\

Tonight had a dream: i had a baby, a cute boy. Guess should sleep 24/7 and be happy at least in my dreams hehe...

Sweet dreams are made of cupcakes and diamond rings

Right now looking through Kim Kardash wedding photoes and a thought flashes through my miserable naive mind : a woman couldn`t do without a loving man, cute babies, cute dresses, heels and cosy house she`s a keeper of. That`s so damn natural to be vulnerable, cry while watching sad films, dream of Prince Charming and love pink colour.

I`m a girl and I`m proud of it hehe :)

Got the timetable, happy immensely cause it seems to be convenient.

But it feels so different.

Gonna parlare italiano Y

autumn is ugh...

So what can cure your soul when you feel let down and tired? It`s curious, because I`ve just been on holidays and I feel like I`m more worn out than everrr.

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Get my timetable tomorrow, wonder, how busy it`ll turn out.

Last 2 days have been eatting my emotions.

Want a pizza to comfort me.

Have no music to listen (help!!!).

Want pinkberry frozen yoghurt.

Want to go on a date.

Where the hell are all adequate guys!? I`m not that ugly, stupid, exacting etc.

Autumn is on the way...

...and guess apple-nut-pears-hot-tea season too =)

Weeell, summer was good  full of events and cities. I love Paris, love its pretty dolly streets full of patisseries, brasseries, creperies and boutiques. I love Ajaccio (whatever its spelling is). And I love chic, glamour, packed with Russians Monte Carlo. This 2 weeks were my real "I`m-19teen" summer. The other part sucked. Whateverrrr =)

So today we have guests, my brother& his family came around and a friend of my dad`s with his family. So big family day today! Love it! 2 little kids+ the opportunity to bake something esp yummy= happy day for me!

Les macarons: yummiest video ever!

I`m dreaming about this divine pastry for almost 2 weeks! Paris is Y

Some yummy photos from Barcelona

I totally love their food market because it`s so plentiful with lots of delicious and healthy organic food. It`s a pity there is no civilized places in Moscow :(

Keep on being positive, healthy and nice

Somehow get back to normal after the flight. I noticed I love spending time alone, entertaining myself with films, books, magazins, sport and cooking. Though I miss the feeling when you belong to some company I just don`t feel comfortable when surounded by lots of peers. Well, it may sound odd and unnatural but I`m 19teen and introvert and I get tired of people. But on the other hand I need them badly because I`m afraid to be let face to face with my inner-self. I`m weird haha :)

Anyway today was a good day (seems to be my fav phrase hmm). In the morning I was busy doing some important things and then I decided to buy some fruits and strawberries for tomorrow and I also bought some very tender roses. I adore flowers esp roses and orchids. Then I finally watched "Sex and the City I" and enjoyed it. Sarah J.P. is marvellous and the film is very chic and beautiful!

I succeed in eatting healthy (hurrayy!!!) and it turned out I don`t like meat at all so guess I`m becoming vegetarian.